Fear of water

My days in the tub are over.

I am allergic to water. If I take a bath once it eats my skin and it's dry for at least three months no matter if I use a cream or lotion 8 times a day.

I always feel cold and could use a hot bath. It's not in it so I try to compensate it with a hot bed. It partly works as long as I do not move. The good news is I can not sweat. At least one plus for a dehydrated person like me.

I miss the sauna, hot temperatures, good weather but not water.
I never really liked it no matter if it's a shower, pool or rain.
Rain is worse of all. Before it starts raining I can feel it, next I smell it and if I go outside it bites imy skin off as if it's acid. Believe me you can see the difference.
A friend said that if the acid rain effects the flora it for sure effects me/my skin which means it is not all in my head.
Does this mean I have more in common with a tree or some herb as humans or animals?

I have bad DNA.
If I knew what I know now I would never have taken children. My life is heavily affected by all those issues I have to deal with 24/24. People ask me how I can live this way. It's easier the older you get. A lot of what I cannot do became a habit. The good thing of habits is you do no longer need to think about it. It makes everything easier. I have had my periods of missing things, mainly if it comes to traveling. By now I care less and yes I could live for the rest of my life in a basement as long as it is warm, cosy and I have my peace.

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